I'm always curious about people's desire of going back to old days. I guess they believe in the possibility of shaping their past in a more attractive way. I don't think such a thing could happen. Because when we make mistakes we usually don't have the vision we have now. And there are also circumstances which canalize our actions into certain directions. We do what we need to do. For me I never want to go back in the past either for changing something or living in it. It sounds boring and a little bit repudiation of who you are. Accept it or not we choose the way we are even when we are not aware of it. So why don't we let it slide? Maybe this chubby girl who didn't let her cousin move is cute but I'm ok with myself now, too.